【英语版首发 原创动画《呼唤》】倾听宝宝的心声：妈妈，再爱我一次。
Mama,
Love Me Once More
你是我唯一的阳光
You Are
My Only Sunshine
Mama, you have no idea of the number of kalpas and lifetimes I had to wait before I finally got to be your child in this lifetime……
妈妈，不知道历经多少劫，也不知道等待了多少世，今生我才能成为您的孩子……
I was exhilarated the moment I knew I was to have a physical body. I vow to repay both you and Papa’s kindness for the rest of my life, and even in every lifetime to come.
在得知获得人身的那一刻，我非常欢喜，我发愿用尽一生乃至生生世世也要来报答您和爸爸的恩德。
“Papa, Mama, I love you both, place my reliance on you both, and long even more to be able to hug you both with my young, delicate body in the near future, bringing joy and bliss to you both.”
“爸爸妈妈，我爱您们，依赖您们，更渴望在不久的将来，能够用自己稚嫩的身躯抱抱您们，给您们带来欢乐和幸福”。
变成了一颗星
Be A
Little Star
Yet, that cold surgical knife severed my hope of coming into this world in an instant……
然而，冰冷的手术刀，瞬间斩断了我来到这个世上的期盼……
I have never got to see the blue sky and white clouds, Gramps Sun and Sis Moon, and those tiny stars that twinkle in the night sky. Neither have I ever breathed the cool fresh air, nor even made it in time to greet “Papa” and “Mama” in the flesh……
我没有见过蓝天和白云、太阳公公和月亮姐姐，还有夜空中一闪一闪的小星星，也没有呼吸过清新的空气，甚至没有来得及亲口喊一声“爸爸”、“妈妈”……
Mama, did you truly feel relieved from the moment I left you? Will you miss me, even if it is just for that one particular moment? Thinking you once had an unborn child, yet, you know not of how the child looks like……
妈妈，当我离开您的那一刻，您真的感觉到轻松了吗？您会想我吗，哪怕是刹那的某个瞬间？想起您曾经有个未出生的孩子，而您却不知道Ta的长相……
Mama, has it ever occurred to you I could possibly be the only child you will have in this lifetime, just like you being the only Mom I have in my lifetime……
妈妈，您可曾想过，可能我是您此生唯一的孩子，就像您是我此生唯一的母亲那样……
Mama, ever since I left you, I have to go through the incessant pain of having my body dismembered, with neither food nor clothes, cold and famished, and have to shun from the danger of being devoured and harmed.
妈妈，离开您以后，我要重复经历身体被拆解分离的痛苦，衣食无着，又冷又饿，又要躲避被吞食和被伤害的危险，我的内心极度恐惧。
I am terror-stricken deep within. The more terrified and agonized I am when fleeing, the more I am reminded of you, “My Mama……”
越是恐惧、痛苦、逃避的时候，我就越会想起您，“我的妈妈……”
Mama, I am so cold, please hug me; Mama, I am famished, please feed me; Mama, I am in so much pain, please embrace me in your heart……
妈妈，我好冷，请您抱抱我；妈妈，我好饿，请您喂喂我；妈妈，我好痛，请您把我捧在您的心窝……
晚安宝贝
Good Night
Sweetheart
Mama, love me once more, like how you love little brother and sister. I do not need a lot, just a bit of your love and warmth.
妈妈，再爱我一次，就像您爱弟弟妹妹一样。我需要的并不多，只要您的一点爱和温暖。
When you think of little brother and sister, I hope you will think of me as well. I do not ask for a lot, as long as you can think of me, I will be very happy and ecstatic, for I know “Mama loves me still.”
当您想到弟弟妹妹的时候，希望您也能想到我。我的要求并不高，只要您能想到我，我就很开心很快乐，因为我知道“妈妈，还爱我”。
Mama, love me once more, I wish to lie in your warm embrace, wish to have a name of my own, wish to have my own toys, and wish to have a set of cutleries to taste the delicacies made by Mom……
妈妈，再爱我一次，我想躺在您温暖的怀抱，想要一个属于自己的名字，想要自己的玩具，想要一副餐具，能尝尝妈妈做的佳肴……
Mama, love me once more. When you chant the name of Buddha with the love you have for me, I will bask in the light of Buddha through the connection made by your love. I will have no pain, no fear. I have never experienced such love and warmth, joy and ease.
妈妈，再爱我一次，当您怀着对我的爱来念佛时候，借由您爱的连线，沐浴在佛光中，我没有痛苦，也没有恐惧，从来没有体会到这般的爱和温暖、快乐和自在。
Mama, Mama, let me call for you properly. Mama, Mama, I have come to bid you farewell tonight. My gratitude goes to everything you have ever done for me.
妈妈，妈妈，让我好好呼唤您。妈妈，妈妈，今夜我是来向您告别的，感恩您为我所做的一切。
I will be holding the hand of Mama Avalokitesvara, to that place with no pain forever. On the compassionate and sympathetic lotus platform, among the brilliance of Amitabha’s Dharmakaya, I am having fun playing with the other babies……
我将牵着观音妈妈的手，一同前往那个永远没有痛苦的地方。在弥陀寂光中大悲恻动的莲台，我和其他宝宝们一起嬉戏玩耍……
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